Bye bye blonde hair... or is it?!

Had a bad nights sleep last night which has left me with hand tremors again, but not as noticeable thankfully. I've taken to sitting on them a lot which helps and only spilt one drink, so that's not bad.

I wouldn't say I had bad dreams or anything last night, but I kept catnapping instead of properly sleeping and waking up at random times. I wouldn't even say I was thinking of things, which is rare for me as the random crap that I think of is renowned by everyone who knows me!

Tonight we are going out to Joy Fooks to eat and party for Andrina's birthday, which will be fun, although I feel so tired I could end up face down in a plate of black bean and beef chop suey if I'm not careful. All day us girls have been trying to work out what to wear and for someone who has been shopping for the last 30 years in deadly earnest... I have nothing to wear for God's sake. Shame we weren't partying early in the day as my stomach wouldn't be the size of an elephant and I wouldn't want to even consider wearing my pjs to a party for comfort.

Have decided to shelve the hair colouring again for a while in case I die before my op. As you know, that is my biggest nightmare that I should die with dark roots... but there again the hair dye might have gone off before I get to try it out and you should never really put things off should you???? Oh blimey I don't know, someone advise me please!
I am just very glad that I haven't got a credit card, as I think it is very likely that it would have taken a huge pounding this weekend just to made me feel better in myself and as we know the only thing going to make me feel better is this transplant... Oh hell when did I turn into a grown-up?????????

Lots of love Debbie x