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I'll be 55 this August... I've had bronchiectasis for ten years plus this year... End stage lung disease for the past year...been on oxygen for three years... and have I got used to it yet?... nah! I am now waiting for the biggie; a double lung and maybe a heart transplant. I love my life weirdly enough, because I have some wonderful family and friends who are with me every step of the way on my adventures, even though I embarrass them on a daily basis with my unorthodox way of looking at life. Not for the faint hearted!

Sunday, 16 May 2010

To sell or not to sell

Normal story, still been feeling really tired etc, so that's all a bit boring.

In a very ditherer sort of mood at the moment. Still dithering about going blonde again and still can't quite get the dresses to ebay out the wardrobe either.

Every time I look at old photos of me blonde, I have the urge to colour it again. Truth is I guess I didn't just look younger in the photos... I was younger and tanned and fit. Some of them yes I did look tired in, but I'd probably been partying way too hard again! And strangely enough my hair was about the same length as it is now and I've been moaning non-stop about it this time.
So I don't know what to do.

I actually managed to get back in my black cords without too much of a bloomer loaf rather than a muffin top and actually move about in them, which is a bonus, so some of the holiday booze abuse must be coming off at last. This will not help with my battle with myself to part with the dresses as if they fit better, I'll weaken and still have a wardrobe full of stuff I never wear.

Still getting weepy at my favourite tv programme each Friday, Gray's Anatomy. Every time I watch it there is a heart transplant on it and I end up crying into my brandy and coke! Must get into watching Corrie instead, far less draining!

Well off to the Bowls Club Sunday Lunch with mother. Enjoy the rest of your Sunday.

Lots of love Debbie x

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