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I'll be 55 this August... I've had bronchiectasis for ten years plus this year... End stage lung disease for the past year...been on oxygen for three years... and have I got used to it yet?... nah! I am now waiting for the biggie; a double lung and maybe a heart transplant. I love my life weirdly enough, because I have some wonderful family and friends who are with me every step of the way on my adventures, even though I embarrass them on a daily basis with my unorthodox way of looking at life. Not for the faint hearted!

Thursday, 11 November 2010

Winter is here

I thought there was something missing yesterday... my normal shoulder and neck aches... yay Ann's massage really helped this time. Apparently Sadie says where with me breathing in is so laboured, my neck muscles have shrunk. Question... Why couldn't it be my stomach muscles instead????
Looked at my new 'Boyfriend' jeans hanging on the clothes horse and on a size 10 I'm sure they look dead cute. On my size 16, they look like my 'boyfriend' is probably a 80 year old grandad who still works in the fields!
God I hope I still fit in my dress that I brought for the wedding on Saturday, still at least I have a matching coat to keep me covered up. If the dress is tight then that baby is staying on over the dress however hot it is in the building!

It is definitely winter out there at the moment. Wind blowing a gale and rain lashing it down. I really wasn't over keen on getting up this morning and from under my duvet I thanked my lucky stars that I didn't have to go to work. I really wouldn't have relished filling up my oxygen unit this morning in the ice cold rain. That is something that I won't miss about going to work, fiddle arsing around with that thing every morning.
It's the second night running that I've worn my gloves indoors until my hands warm up enough so I can take my stats on the docobo. I look like a mass murderer sitting there drinking a glass of wine while wearing black leather gloves.
My stats are all over the show at the moment and walking in this wind is pretty damn hard work too.

I hope my friend Barbara is alright today as like the heel that I am, I forgot it is the anniversary of her late husband and I know she still misses him very very much. To you Barbara, I love you very much and if ever someone deserved lots of happiness it is you xxx

Lots of love Debbie x

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