Strange day today.
Some joker decided that my car would look better with it's left hand wing mirror hanging by the electrics and went about snapping it off so it looked like one of Pat Butcher's earrings hanging down. So after a quick panic, it's now held together by old fashion sellotape until I know what to do next. Thank god for Blue Peter.
Bally hell a brand new car only about six months old and some twat decides that people shouldn't have all the luck and have a brand new car, is that it; jealously? Perhaps I should tell them how easy it is to get one... Get a lung disease so bad it's going to kill you long before your time and you too can get one... ain't I the lucky one hey!
Still off to work and I like my work. I was looking forward to being jolly as we had good news that one work colleague was staying, only to experience the seesaw effect when her boss, whose job was also in the balance said she was going to have to leave. Dealt another joker in the pack. Left you not knowing what to do, apart from shedding a few tears and to give her a cuddle. Luckily I was busy out the front so I couldn't dwell on it for long as couldn't talk it over with Sam as she is on holiday, but as the afternoon calmed down, you realised again how things change all the time and not always for the better.
Got into my bungalow at 8.15pm after having my toenails painted, shopping for mother, checking on her, getting things ready for her dinner tomorrow and putting out her recycling. Bless her I know she wanted me to stay a bit longer, but I really wanted to get home. She had dragged her recycling as far as the front door as she didn't want me to hurt myself, but I couldn't help but wonder why not one of the men in her family thinks 'Mmm I wonder if mum needs help with her recycling by me putting it out once a fortnight for her, as she is 92 or maybe Debbie is carrying it out with her oxygen strapped to her back?'... nah I don't think it even crosses their minds. Jokers in the pack. I just wish people would think without me having to ask.
God I sound bitter and twisted again today and I'm not; I'm a nice person really.
Ok I'm going to suck some more lemons and go to bed now!
Lots of love Debbie x
About Me
- Me...Debbie Burden... or known as Burders
- I'll be 55 this August... I've had bronchiectasis for ten years plus this year... End stage lung disease for the past year...been on oxygen for three years... and have I got used to it yet?... nah! I am now waiting for the biggie; a double lung and maybe a heart transplant. I love my life weirdly enough, because I have some wonderful family and friends who are with me every step of the way on my adventures, even though I embarrass them on a daily basis with my unorthodox way of looking at life. Not for the faint hearted!
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