Not a good nights sleep at all last night. My shoulder was really giving me gyp to the point where I felt sick every time I coughed or breathed, let alone moved. At first I thought it was where my physio had been working on it and then I remembered that it was probably down to me dragging my green wheelie bin full to the top of recycling garden waste from my mother's garden as hers was also full. I dragged it from the end of my back garden to out the front of the bungalow over my small but bumpy front lawn. I would say that explanation was more likely.
I woke up looking like a train wreck and ended the day looking like an express train had hit me!
What happened in between?
Work today was not good. Now apparently Point 1; our desks are untidy and Point 2; disabled people would feel uncomfortable coming up to our desk. I hasten to add that point 1 and 2 are not related and that the disabled person working behind the desk i.e. me, doesn't view it as unwelcoming.
Really don't know what is going on here. Yes our desks are full of paper work most of the time, but that's because we are working on with it, although the desk isn't that untidy now, as I pushed most of it on the floor in a hissy fit! The annoying bit was I then had to pick it back up again, but it made me feel good at the time and Maxine's face was priceless.
The bit about disabled people feeling uncomfortable really got me though, as both Sam and I are professionals and have been for the past 11 years. There no one who comes through those doors without us clocking them whoever they are and whatever we are doing. We both found that really insulting.
Still I had a wonderful rehab session as I was so frigging annoyed, I was marching on the spot as if my life depended on it! No doubt my legs will seize up on me tomorrow just to add to another ailment to my knackered body!
Other annoying thing.... I found a spider sitting next to one of the strategically placed conkers in my bedroom. Either it had been rendered immobile by invisible gases coming from the conker thus making it easier for me to catch or it didn't speak French and didn't know it was supposed be frightened of them.
Thank goodness it's nearly bedtime!
Lots of love Debbie x
About Me
- Me...Debbie Burden... or known as Burders
- I'll be 55 this August... I've had bronchiectasis for ten years plus this year... End stage lung disease for the past year...been on oxygen for three years... and have I got used to it yet?... nah! I am now waiting for the biggie; a double lung and maybe a heart transplant. I love my life weirdly enough, because I have some wonderful family and friends who are with me every step of the way on my adventures, even though I embarrass them on a daily basis with my unorthodox way of looking at life. Not for the faint hearted!
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