Still feeling a bit dispirited about the news that I might be put on hold again. I've tried to tell myself not to worry too much and not to over analyse the conversation I had with Hannah yesterday, but it's easier said than done. This was one of my nightmares that things could change again, but as my life is never straight forward I know not to fret over something that I have no control over. I'll know more Monday when I see Ruth and I have a party to go to in the meantime!
Besides if I'm on hold, then sod it I'll save up and go to Turkey in June next year!
Oliver is getting ready to play at Milton Keynes tomorrow with the Prodigy and I really wish I was watching them, but it's all sold out and I don't fancy being wheeled across a bumpy field if truth be known because he's not up to the limo stage yet. Hard being a part time rock god! But my baby boy, playing with Liam and co. How exciting!
Going to Julie's tonight for a meal and to turn more flowers into pretty displays. This time it is for her father-in-law's 80th birthday party. I was supposed to be going to my niece Jojo's 40th birthday party tomorrow as well as his do, but the poor lass has got Cellulitis or whatever it's called and is really rough with it. And as she says, if she can't bounce on the bouncy castle, then no other bugger is going to! Not that I could bounce on one before I was ill as they made me feel quite peculiar, but at least I would come in handy should it start deflating, as they could pump it up with my oxygen! I have my uses... not a lot, but some.
I don't think I could ever handle a water bed as surely that would have the same effect on me. Gosh fancy being seasick over your lover, now there's a thought and maybe one I should have kept to myself!
Lots of love Debbie x
About Me
- Me...Debbie Burden... or known as Burders
- I'll be 55 this August... I've had bronchiectasis for ten years plus this year... End stage lung disease for the past year...been on oxygen for three years... and have I got used to it yet?... nah! I am now waiting for the biggie; a double lung and maybe a heart transplant. I love my life weirdly enough, because I have some wonderful family and friends who are with me every step of the way on my adventures, even though I embarrass them on a daily basis with my unorthodox way of looking at life. Not for the faint hearted!
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