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I'll be 55 this August... I've had bronchiectasis for ten years plus this year... End stage lung disease for the past year...been on oxygen for three years... and have I got used to it yet?... nah! I am now waiting for the biggie; a double lung and maybe a heart transplant. I love my life weirdly enough, because I have some wonderful family and friends who are with me every step of the way on my adventures, even though I embarrass them on a daily basis with my unorthodox way of looking at life. Not for the faint hearted!

Wednesday, 21 July 2010

Heat and more heat

Blimey it was hard getting up today. I seem to be waking up earlier, but then I really go off soundly again and then I struggle to drag myself out of bed to get ready go to work.
At least I don't think I shared my bed with a mozzie last night. My other bites are more than enough to be going on with! The one on the back of my thigh is so itchy when it warms up from being sat on.

Have some lovely dark rings under my eyes again and really wish that I had enjoyed being off sick more last week if that makes any sense. I know you can't enjoy being off sick, but I could have just slept more and stopped worrying about the fact I wasn't doing things for the wedding and getting myself uptight, as I know now I had got it all under control by then anyway. Instead I was an old worry wart!
I still grin from ear to ear when I look at the photos and I think I'm beginning to run out of people to show them to and that will never do, I'll have to start on the students next!

Suppose to do my arm exercises today, but it still hurts like hell. Tried to swot a fly tonight and I wished I hadn't, because that brought tears to my eyes and I don't mean because I felt sorry for the fly.
No physio today as Sadie is in Egypt somewhere and Hannah can't do it until tomorrow. Still I'll be better for longer over the weekend when it's done on a Thursday.

Poor old mother is suffering in this heat and feeling everyone of her 92 and a half years. She's lost her appetite and says she is feeling yuk. Have to keep an eye on her. Oliver popped round to see her tonight and took her garden chairs back from the party on Saturday. She loves seeing him and he always bucks her up.
I think we all have post wedding blues.

Lots of love Debbie x

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